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[personal profile] deathoftheauthor 2021-03-25 04:48 pm (UTC)(link)
( louis is so overwhelmed with sudden feeling that he's afraid that he might actually weep. his throat feels tight, as if too many words are caught up in it, as if his useless breaths might quiet his racing heart. it sounds like such a simple, obvious answer, but things have never been simple or obvious between them even when he thought them so. he's always had an inherent need to put everything into neat and tidy categories — to label his relationships so that he can understand what they are and perform his duties appropriately. to behave like a mortal would, in short.

he pulls her hands to his chest and shuts his eyes, nodding once, very solemnly. he kisses her knuckles and nods again, eyes stinging as he blinks back tears, wondering what she must think of this absurd sentiment.
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I would like that very much indeed.

( he doesn't actually weep, but it is a near thing. his eyes are rimmed with a faint red that perhaps only her vampire eyes can see. he loves her, still, so dearly, after all this time, even without the fear and confusion that had made them one another's entire world. )

I want to hear you speak plainly with me again. I want you to be able to call on me when you need me. I want to know your heart, and for you to know mine… because we love each other, because we chose it, and not because we have no one else.