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[personal profile] compellingstatement 2021-02-22 04:53 am (UTC)(link)
I have a lot of stories, Claudia.
You'd need to specify a timeframe.
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[personal profile] compellingstatement 2021-02-22 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
[No. The immediate thought inside his head at that. But he owes her, doesn't he? He's condemned her to nightmares.]

Why my stories?
I'm not a vampire.
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[personal profile] compellingstatement 2021-02-22 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
And you want me to be uncomfortable?
To feel what you're feeling?
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[personal profile] compellingstatement 2021-02-22 05:02 am (UTC)(link)
[Jon grimaces.]

I can't tell you everything.
Some stories aren't just mine to tell.
But I can tell you what I can.

Will you at least allow it over text?
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[personal profile] compellingstatement 2021-02-22 05:26 am (UTC)(link)
[It's... humiliating. Having to package his life into neat little episodes for this woman's consumption. Maybe it's hypocritical to think that way. But if she'd just wanted one story, that would be one thing.]

How magnanimous of you.

[It's bitter; he can't entirely help it.]

Do you want things in chronological order?
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[personal profile] compellingstatement 2021-02-22 11:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[Jon glares hard at his phone, the guilt eating at him.]

You're manipulative.
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[personal profile] compellingstatement 2021-02-22 11:34 pm (UTC)(link)
If you were anything like your 'father,' you'd have completely cut off contact with me for smallest slight, let alone something like this.
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[personal profile] compellingstatement 2021-02-22 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
[That, at least, Jon has no problem sharing. It's about his life, but it's not... personal in the same way. He'd enjoyed stories from Lestat and his peculiar company sometimes, but Jon rarely expects people to tolerate him for extended periods of time.]

We were talking about something.
I don't remember what at this point.
He said something annoying and I told him as much with some sort of snide comment that his lovers must think he's annoying, too, sometimes.
He insisted they never had a negative thought about him.
Ever.
Which I said was preposterous, in so many words.
At which point he pitched a fit about it, telling me I couldn't understand the depths of their love or some nonsense.
Honestly, if his lovers have never thought a single bad thing about him, there's something wrong with them.
He's hardly perfect.
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[personal profile] compellingstatement 2021-02-23 01:30 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, dear.
How horrible.

I tried apologizing to him, but he won't hear that, either.
I suppose I'll just 'languish' with not his company.
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[personal profile] compellingstatement 2021-02-23 01:42 am (UTC)(link)
So I've discovered.

He's treated far more than you poorly.
You've read his books, haven't you?
He gave me copies.
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[personal profile] compellingstatement 2021-03-25 03:51 am (UTC)(link)
Good for you.
I think he has a few people wrapped around his finger still.